Hello, Love! Do you remember me the same way I remember you? I’m wondering if you think of me every hour of your day. We haven’t spoken in almost a month… Ano na nga ba tayo? Ano na nga lang ba ako sa’yo?

I recall spending hours just talking and laughing the first few months we spoke. We shared some stuff about our lives. I will admit that I miss our late-night conversations, how you care about me, how you treat me, and the vibe we had. You made me really happy that time, and you made me feel loved after a long time.

Then, as the months passed, I feel that you were changing. You rarely communicate with me, and you’ve lost your excitement or your energy whenever you talk to me. I have no idea what went wrong, what happened to you, or why you abruptly changed and turned out the way you are right now.  It’s as if you’re preventing me from loving you even more with your remarks at times. I don’t understand if you really love me. Nagdududa ako sa sarili ko, nagdududa ako sa pagmamahal mo.

It’s just been a month since our last conversation. Pero noong huling gabi na nakausap kita, nararamdaman kong wala ka nang gana. Nararamdaman kong hindi kana masaya. At ngayon hindi ka na nagparamdam pa…Sana kung ayaw mo nang ipagpatuloy kung anong meron tayo, sana sabihin mo sa akin. Sana sinabi mo sa akin. Hindi naman kita pipilitin, hindi naman ganoon ang pagmamahal.